Woah I going to "pua peh" liao... really damned shag and sneezing non-stop after helping out at shop for 1 day. Sleeping late watching Initial D VCDs.. combined with early waking hours is disastrous for health..

I finally had a haircut, a much needed one. Somehow after I got home it seemed the back was still quite long.. I dunno now I can't be bothered already, I'm typing with my eyes half-closed already!

I dunno what/how to progress with holiday assignment.... ah well gotta go.. and relax on that new I-symphonic OSIM chair dad bought. *snigger*

Now that my exams are over I must try to list down a few things I need to do if not they will never get done...
1. Clear up the super messy room
2. Get new hard disk
3. Frame the jigsaw puzzle
4. Arrange and reorganise all the frisbee CDs..
5. Can't think of any more stuff more important than my "holiday assignment" so nervous..

Looks like the road is still a long long one to go ..

hmmnn reminds me of the JJC song.. *christ..*

The road unwinds before us, and we must venture on.. towards the bright tomorrow, which faith and hope enthrone...
We shall not stay nor linger, we shall not (I can't remember the rest except the chorus already..)

Hmnn ok I'll try the Saint Gabriel's Boys' School song...
er.. totally forgot..
Bukit Panjang Primary School..
chorus goes something like.. "endeavour is our school motto, we should always follow, but all xxx blah ... until we are the BESTTTTTT..."
Wahahahaha this is so pathetic..

Nan Hua Secondary School..
Years it takes to build a nation, strive we through this valour always... nurtured we from childhood through our youth, finest essence spread we all our days..
Loving loyal filial upright patience courteous be.. patient tolerant and humble we shall be.. work together each dutifully..forward to the future eagerly..

Chinese version how to type...

"Li guo da ji xu bai nian shu ren.. wo xiao tong ren yi qi xing ge li.. xiao xue jiao yu yu zhong xue jiao yu, wu yu ping jun fa chan xiang mian li.. li yi lian ci zhong xiao ren ai hao xiao xun, rong ren qian rang re cheng fu ze xiang mian li... fen gong he zuo xiang wan li qiang cheng, ta ri xue cheng wei guo jia xiao li.."


Jurong Institute.. by far the most amusing...

I'll start from the chorus..
"Open the window, open the mind, blah blah blah something inside... pledging to build society.. may JI forever be.."
Yeah man... OPEN the window.. wahaha


*Applaud please!!*

I have now a grand total of 4 scratches.. I guess its one for each module.. I look so ... jialat.. like I been to a catfight haahhaaa!

Been so tired recently chionging last minute work.. its ok in 2 days time it will be all over and I'll be free at least for a couple of months? Yeah then can progress with my holiday assignment! Haha

Somehow when I'm stressed, I bite my fingernails. Then when I sleep I unconsciously scratch my face. Tadah, claw marks on face.. sianz. There's a huge one on my right cheek, small one under my nose(new one).

Oh well.. hope all will go well for me.. I will attempt to sleep earlier today .. its 1am now..

Sigh, no wonder PC Lee liked this song so much... always at war..

Are we at war tonight?
Will there be angels whispering to me goodnight..
Don’t wait when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true
Let no one take it from you
Time is running tight, can’t change from wrong to right

So I’ll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be, baby..
Its time to say farewell
No need to cry or feeling sorrow its alright
I’ll end the bulk of lies

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I’ll hold you by my side
But I’ll rest in peace my sweetheart
Would you let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight,
Only you can change my world from black to white.
So I’ll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
Don’t wait when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I’ll hold you by my side
But I’ll rest in peace my sweetheart
Would you let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning
It’s the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow long and winding road
Keep your faith of mine don’t let it go
You’re the only reason night ain’t growing cold
What would I do, without you

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine I’ll hold you by my side
But I’ll rest in peace my sweetheart
Would you let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life, no longer empty with you in my arms,
In my heart…

Let Me Die - Nicholas Tse

Feel very drained today, studied with Jeff at Bukit Batok Mac..
Dad was mowing the grass until he cut the line for the mower so now.. sigh...
Air con is leaking water.. zzz

I guess all this is a sign for me to hit the sack!

I dedicate Aerosmith's Fly away from here to all the poor people struggling for their exams.

Gotta find a way
Yeah I cant wait another day
Aint nothing gonna change
If we stay around here
Gotta do what it takes
Cause its all in our hands
We all make mistakes
Yeah but its never too late to start again
Take another breath and say another prayer

And Fly Away from here
Anywhere yeah I dont care
We just fly away from here
Our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
Wont let time pass us by
We'll just Fly yeah

If this life
It seems harder now
It aint no never mind you got me by your side
And anytime you want
Yeah we can catch a train & find a better place
Cause we wont let nothing or noone keep getting us down
Maybe you & I could pack our bags & hit the sky

And Fly Away From Here
Anywhere yeah I dont care
We just fly away from here
Our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
We wont let time pass us by
We just Fly

Do you see a blue-er sky now
You can have a better life now
Open your eyes
Cause no one here can ever stop us
They can try but we wont let them
No way
Maybe you & I
Could pack our bags & say goodbye

And Fly Away From Here
Anywhere honey I dont care
We just fly away from here
Our hopes & dreams are out there somewhere
Fly Away from Here
Yeah anywhere honey I dont I dont I dont
Yeah we just fly away

I have to get this off my chest.. this friendster thing is really killing me. I just saw a picture I didn't really want to see.
Now I guess I'm .. green with envy sigh

Oh well what's new..

ANOTHER CASE OF MY SUPER HIGH SENSITIVITY!
DAMN

Car(s) of the day:

1. One hell of a MASERATI coupe.. Woaaaa~~~
2. Toyota MR2 Spyder.
3. Porsche Carrera.

I'm so lucky I didn't sleep too much today if not would have missed a chat session with... phew..
Looks like I'm not alone in being unable to get into the studying mood. Its 3am now.. and I'm stuck at a question.
Not bad, at least I'm trying..

Btw, all the cars were spotted at Katong today, Katong laksa was great!

Had a studying session on Friday with another friend.. hmnn haha. Studying never goes out of fashion~!
My recent "eating disorder" hasn't gone away, hmnn looks like this incredible appetite of mine is here to stay. IPPT has been cancelled sigh.. so I guess all that training can't be put to good use now.

The new Nissan Cefiro is out, haven't had an opportunity to see it but well on its day of release I think already 300 orders were taken. Guess its going to be the next most common car after Corolla/Sunny and apparently my dad is super 'gian' he keeps talking about 2 things.
1. The durian season
2. Buying the Sei fei lo (Translated from Cantonese = something along the lines of Dead Old Man)
Well anyway seems like the Cefiro isn't gonna be contented to fight with Toyota's highly successful Camry. Its 2.3 and 3.5 litre versions have V6 motors and yeah, those cars are gonna be relatively faster.

I also watched a TV program recently on channel NewsAsia or was it BBC? I think its the latter, it showcased the Forrester 2.0 Turbo from Subaru, you could really see the show's host playing a fool with that huge SUV, flooring the throttle and flinging the steering wheel around. The most amazing this was how the car could handle all that abuse, my jaw was gaping when I saw how the Forrester's amount of grip on dirt tracks and even grass. Hmnn how I wish I could do that too! Looks so fun!

*I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS MAN!!!*

Hmnn went to the Hon Sui Sen library today with a friend and we hijacked a seminar room. Our arse got duly kicked at the ripe time of 4pm then we proceeded to another seminar room. Within 10 minutes of settling down, we got kicked out again. Too bad, well then we proceeded to law library and it sure is a darned nice looking library! Carpeted staircases, huge glass windows complete with a green nature view..for a moment I thought I was in Jurassic Park~

Hmnn on the whole I think not very constructive day but yeah I did manage to get work done, or rather I did some past year paper questions which is .. quite commendable. Hehe.. I think I'll try to book the seminar room for tomorrow~ after the multimedia presentation. Which I'm sure is gonna be a nice presentation for a pathetic project...

Oh no.. I'm supposed to be studying.. but I can't concentrate man. Dead.. and the science library is like a market.. so many stupid idiots down there talking and talking. Normally its still quiet enough even with the random page-flipping, pencil-twirling and coughs and sneezes. Maybe I will try to go cold turkey no internet for a few days.

If not this is going to be a bad semester for me.~

Amazing, though I didn't put in as much stuff as I would love to, I've somehow rushed and completed the 2 projects on time. What's left is just the presentation now.. for 1 of 'em.
Hmnn I been taking great care of the car recently, I tried using the "turtle wax" polishing compound... got some scratches removed and others are more diminished now. Hmnn maybe I should go start a car polishing company? Haha "bangalah" work sia.. what all army guys excel in.
Exams are coming but I can't feel the tension yet. Still in a semi-comatose state after the 2 stupid projects.. grr~!
Anyone wants to study in school?? Jio me~!

A storm is brewing,.. I can feel it and lots of doors and windows are being slammed shut. The skies are fiery red now its quite a sight to behold..
Hmnn had a jog earlier on, thank goodness it didn't rain ~ somehow my timing dropped around 2 minutes.. weird
Whatever, going to sleep now peace~^

Hmnn new sounds for studying as follows...

1. Yanni 'Live' at the Acropolis
2. Lord Of The Rings OST

This type of .. instrumental music I would think gets me going quite well, its not too deathly silent and there aren't any lyrics at all to distract you.. much better than the mp3s I like to play..

Gotta finish the 2 projects at all cost this weekend if not I'm basically a gone case this semester, which is incidentally my first..

Today was a day well spent.. had a mug-a-thon in science library and did some research on my SS assignment. Me and my wayward legs.. haha I was swinging them around happily unaware that there was a girl sitting opposite me. Of course I couldn't see cos there's this board meant to give yourself more privacy I guess. So of course I didn't really mean it but my legs were feeling claustrophobic so I absolutely needed to stretch them and I made contact with something else than the table. OOPS!! Hahaha I didn't apologize but I was very paiseh.. Hmnn turned out she was .. a looker!
Haha.. oh well so much for the legs~

Had an incredible jog yesterday, ran the same route and I ran faster than before and I didn't really get short of breath. Maybe somehow the "lung capacity" has increased? Hmnn then the compression ratio is higher and thermal efficiency higher.. heh Physics again..

Thanks Beng for joining me for that huge dinner.. hokkien mee + stingray + some curry haha~!

I'm FUCKING DULAN cb
GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
And its all because of my lack of proper time management. Now I gotta rush 2 projects already and exams are coming soon. But I gotta say I really appreciate my other group memberswho are taking the mod as S/U still quite serious about the project. I was hoping to do well in this mod but I guess its kinda be very tough already. Sigh.. all hope is not lost, I'll try to continue slogging and yeah before I know it it'll be holidays and I'll have a much better assignment to do...

Oh well back to reality.. fuckin hell.. ARHHHH

I don't know why but I just cannot seem to concentrate at all.. I been doing this physics tutorial which should be quite a breeze but somehow I keep getting stuck and start doing bo liao things like ICQ-ing and Friendster-ing.. oh no..
Must really moderate my online time if not I'm sure its gonna cause my downfall. Either that or I gotta study in school..

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train and
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream but
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.
_______________Five for Fighting - Superman (Its not easy)____________________

I just love this song, its the self humbling spirit of the song. Or is it because I'm always permanently depressed over non-existent troubles? Hmnn.. I'll try to figure it out..
Today I msged someone and I got so pissed/depressed/bored all rolled into one that I started watching this Channel I's Indian movie. Turned out it was the much talked about "Lagaan" and I finally finished watching the movie I think like 3 or 4 hours later it seemed like an eternity before it was over.
The movie was about the oppression of an Indian village by who else but the British colonial governor and yeah I guess its set in around the time of India's struggle for independence. So this village's governor of sorts is a British captain and somehow he sets a challenge to Bhuvan a young man. That if Bhuvan can form a team of villagers and win in a game of cricket against the British team, then Captain Russell will cancel Lagaan for 3 years. Lagaan refers to taxes which was already quite unfair because it was the Indians who were toiling and harvesting the grain and yet most if not all of their grain went to Great Britain instead, I guess this is called a self sustaining economy or something like that.
So the hero Bhuvan shocks the whole village by accepting the challenge. (if he loses the whole PROVINCE, not village will pay triple Lagaan) Yeah and as the story evolves, Bhuvan slowly forms his team including his "girlfriend's" father and an outcast or untouchable who was incidentally a cripple. In the end the cripple would prove to turn the British tide...
Well if you somehow manage to get hold of the VCD (no real special effects so DVD is a bit stupid) I recommend that you watch it. Of course there are the usual dances and songs but its much less dumb and stupid than the normal Indian movies I've watched. It has a much more serious and political meaning to it. Oh yeah make sure there are English subtitles, Channel I screened it with subtitles :)

What a day...

For the first time I'm confident of passing my quiz.. yeah man I shall give myself a treat! Well exams are just around the corner and I think everyone's feeling the blues already. ZZzz same goes for me but I guess I gotta set yet another ultimatum for myself, pass all my exams with flying colours! I'm so pissed my multimedia assignment got only a B after all the effort I put in. Obviously my "Matrix" flash wasn't very much appreciated by the lecturer or whoever marked my work, grrr..
Jus now had a nice tennis session with my friend before SS lecture. I'm so glad I decided to turn on my lappie midway through the lecture cos well you never know who's gonna be online~ Too bad my lappie's ICQ hasn't been properly configured so the history wasn't saved :(
Someone told me to be more confident in myself, I don't see how I can even be a wee bit confident, maybe its just the way things are turning out, the rate things are progressing, and the incredible bit of bad luck that I've experienced lately.. well its ok. After all, I've still got a lot of things in life to look forward to.

*listening to Nicholas Tse - Let Me Die and Space - 1 o' clock*