How?

To carry on as per normal?? I don't even want to message her anymore. I feel .. kind of bitter and angry inside yet I don't want to harbour such feelings because up till now there is no single human who has really really made me that angry before.

I remember I was telling her that night that I still don't understand what she was trying to say.. and she replied to me "yes you do"
I said something else and she just told me to stop, it was.. downright rude.. I hated and still hate to chat with people like this.. it was really very disappointing. Maybe you could describe it as .. chatting with an ATM machine.. only yes/no answers will be dispensed. Is it really that hard to communicate with someone?

So I think its best not to contact her at all. She hasn't been included into the invisible list or blocked on MSN, because I think that would show a weakness on my side ...

I guess everything happens for a reason and its really part of growing stronger...

"God doesn't play dice with the Universe" - Albert Einstein...(although its with regard to the probabilistic nature of quantum physics.)

So with regards to YY's post.. I still don't know what to do, I'll try to be myself. Yeah, and save all my loving for my MAMA!!!