In primary school the science teacher taught us. "To compare 2 things you have to make sure they are under the same conditions."

Its not totally, directly relative to what I'm going to say but its not entirely unrelated to what I'm gonna say also.

Most if not all of the opinions of my friends have been right because they were a neutral party, they could see things more objectively, they could view things in a much less prejudiced view. This is really so "HK drama" style man.. can't believe its happening to me.

As I was saying to Ivan, its come more as a huge 20 storey high tsunami wave of disbelief rather than sadness or pain. A nice analogy would be climbing a mountain. You spend half a year training, training and training (Think Khoo Swee Chiow or whoever or however you wanna spell his name) and you start off... but it seems like the mountain simply extends higher and higher up into the stratosphere, atmosphere, assholesphere whatever you wanna call it...

The point is you will never complete the climb, and you don't know that its an impossible job to accomplish..

I've also found or rather verified a .. "psychological characteristic" of mine.. Whenever I'm depressed or sad or angry, an innate sense of wanting to share my shit with the world overcomes me and soon I will start bugging other people with my problems. Don't know what would happen without my friends around :) Maybe I would just explode from the internal pressure under constant volume expansion.. wahaha!

Must go for a swim tomorrow I have a date with my FRRRIEENNDD I have a LLLIIIFFEEE....
Grrrrrr anybody pisses me off within the next 5 days will get it.. excluding close friends and family