Was really confused today and suddenly before I knew it I was listening to sad Andy Hui songs, sprawled on my bed and I started trying to re-learn some espanyol. I have no idea why I was slightly depressed hmnn maybe its because of the pathetic state of my holiday assignment.
So being the very practical me(yeah right you loser), I decided to give it a shot and asked her out for LOTR. After what seemed like an eternity, she sounds interested and asks about the date. After I reply she soon replies that she isn't that interested for THAT movie, but would rather watch another one. And she just stated her terms, that my "sister" must come along too. I don't know if this is good or this is bad, I guess its the former right?

How often have I waited like a fool, like today.. think it took about slightly around 1 hour to reply. At least she replied.. at other times there aren't even replies! I was seriously hearing lotsa voices in my head to just give up and move on and find someone else more suitable, I contemplated e-mailing her "the truth", and nothing but "the truth".

That in our roughly 6 months of friendship I don't think she has done anything for me at all, that she doesn't answer my questions directly, that she's really good at playing hard to get or she really IS that hard to get, that I'm sick and tired of waiting for something that won't happen, that I wish her well and mean no offence at all.

Well but after watching some anime this holiday season, and applying some common sense, I figured out maybe I haven't really been trying that hard for my part as well, taking the initiative and all that crap. Its been 99% SMS and 1 phone call. That's it.. As Fujiwara Takumi (Initial D) would say, "Well I don't know unless I try" or from the 2 brothers (Full Metal Alchemist) would say , "This is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy, to gain some is to lose some"

Oh well, so much for that, she stopped replying to my last message. Damn..