Vicious cycle..

Looks like the "cycle" is repeating, hope the ending isn't the same this time..

To all readers in general, I find that I'm one of the more.. sensitive type of guy.. call me a SNAG or SNAP or whatever.. its best to tell me stuff straightforward and don't keep me guessing because I will start thinking about a lot of other things, the implications of your behaviour, mere words, and what they tend to imply. Yeah I think that's what I don't really like about myself I take a lot of things too seriously so I will be disappointed easily in the end.

Talked a bit to Dr. Lee today, and he asked me about holiday assignment. Well, its over but its another chapter in my book nonetheless, another lesson learnt. At least we're still friends, guess that's something I managed to salvage by controlling myself.. =D
I wonder how she would ever feel if she stumbled upon this page.. =/
She's working now, she asked after me yesterday over ICQ, which was our first correspondence since that night. Anyway she kind of apologised to me too for everything.. well maybe I should thank her instead for without a down (dawn) in your life, there won't be a corresponding up~

So while I've managed to find equilibrium on this side of my world, there are still like 1029385790123 other more bastards waiting for me to expose them. Now #1 idiot is actually my cousin can you believe it? Ok lah, who am I to judge but I just hate his guts at the very moment, I super duper hate haolian kias aka showoffs. Still, he is senior to me where the family tree is concerned so I have to call him by the suffix "kor kor"

To prevent such ill-harboured feelings, I have totally stopped calling or greeting him, thus eliminating the possiblity of me needing to call him "TL kor kor". Am I smart or what? LOL.. If not for the fact he has 3 adorable children he would have been included already! Count yourself lucky.. hehe.

To end it off, hope my parents find a good worker tomorrow, actually they have already found 1 its just that whether she has a good working attitude or not that is the important part. So long for now, more kopitiam politics stories will follow..